here we are

It’s start­ing to feel real here now. John back at work, wak­ing up every morn­ing and it’s still Lon­don. Avery’s first day of school today. Now all we need is some­thing to keep ME out of trouble.

After a very fit­ful sleep for John and me but the sleep of the just and inno­cent for Avery, we got up in the dark, heard lots of love­ly reports of the com­ing bird flu pan­dem­ic on the BBC with our break­fast. We took her to school, heart­break­ing­ly excit­ed and scared, and so cute in her uni­form. Her lit­tle wrists looked so vul­ner­a­ble with­out any of her beloved leather and brass pony-name bracelets, her sea glass bracelet from Maine, her inevitable hair thingys. And no ear­rings! But with cold knees in the morn­ing mist, with those tiny lit­tle turn-down white ankle socks. She was greet­ed very nice­ly by Toby the sec­re­tary, and Mrs D the head­mistress, and giv­en a King’s Col­lege back­pack (“not so very fash­ion­able, lovey, but it will do the trick and hold all those pesky text­books, now won’t it?”), then she was turned over to an impos­si­bly poised lit­tle girl and she was gone. Mrs D assured me, “We always find it’s bet­ter just to send them off quick­ly, much eas­i­er all round.” I guess she was afraid I was going to fol­low her.

Can’t wait to hear how it all went in a cou­ple of hours! I spent my morn­ing at the depart­ment store John Lewis, order­ing a big­ger uni­form shirt for Fifi who claimed she could­n’t put her arms down in the size 26 she has on (“but then again, maybe I won’t have to put my arms down
too much on just the first day,” she rea­soned). Then buy­ing var­i­ous things like a minute sewing kit in a plaid case (!), and wish­ing I had a need for some of the but­tons they have, just so I could take the lit­tle glass tube they’re stored in to the cashier and get my but­ton from inside, and then put the tube back. I would also like to need some boiled knick­er elas­tic just so I could say it out loud to the
clerk. But I don’t think I need any.

Then a bliss­ful half hour at the Wait­rose gro­cery store, ana­lyz­ing the sev­en or eight sorts of mar­malade and being quite unsuc­cess­ful at fer­ret­ing out the dif­fer­ences among them, sure­ly a native tal­ent, and long­ing des­per­ate­ly for a real kitchen so I could acquire some of their ingre­di­ents in gor­geous pack­ag­ing with labels like “A Gen­er­ous Amount of Toma­to Pas­sa­ta,” or “A Pinch of Organ­ic Saf­fron, “Just Enough Bou­quet Gar­ni for A Pot of Soup.” Then anoth­er glo­ri­ous hour at the Talk­ing Book­shop in Wig­more Street, ALL AUDIO BOOKS! Things you’d nev­er find in the US, like full-cast BBC drama­ti­sa­tions (note the cool British “s” there) of Lord Peter Wim­sey sto­ries. So happy.

Lunch alone, and now I’m back in the flat mer­ci­ful­ly cleaned by the hard­work­ing Maria. Cats not fond of her appar­ent­ly, and so are invisible.

Tonight I’m mak­ing mac­a­roni and cheese from five British cheeses
includ­ing Welsh Ched­dar, some­thing called Cheshire which although it sounds so famous I’ve nev­er had, a Dou­ble Glouces­ter, a Devon­shire, and hmm, the last escapes me. I always do this, all these fan­cy cheese, many dif­fer­ent sorts, and guess what? It always tastes the same. I know the last cheese, I’m feel­ing dis­loy­al hav­ing bought it. Gruyere. Although it could be Swiss which would be bet­ter than French from where I sit now. That with Old Fash­ioned Grand Duchy sausages, and a baby spinach and rock­et sal­ad with a dress­ing made specif­i­cal­ly from a recipe request­ed by the Prince of Wales no less. Are you impressed?

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